Friend Zone. Maybe.
This has been a while in the making. I met the South American some time ago, not on a dating related site at all. Though we did hit it off pretty quickly, exchanged pictures, fantasies, thoughts, and engaged in a fair bit of phone erotica together and that lasted some time.
Just a year ago she disappeared. She re-appeared recently, turns out she had moved to South America and got engaged and then it went bad and she has returned. I’ve been chatting with her on and off for about three months again now but have not returned to our past… Activities 🙂 I haven’t made reference to them or brought it up, nor has she.
Long story short I’ve told her I’ll be taking her out for her birthday which is this week, she mentioned a place a while back where she had always wanted to go but hasn’t yet so that is where I will I’ll be taking her. I don’t yet know what to get her for her Birthday though…
She had been after me for quite some time to meet up, but I wasn’t able to get over my usual self confidence issues, par for course. Since it appears that this is just a case of the Friend Zone this time which I’m fine with, I think I should be able to go through with this without chickening out and running in the other direction lol. Though I am still quite nervous, she is around 15 years younger than I am and of course very gorgeous. Perfect for practice maybe!